Today was more than I can take. Thanksgiving dinner was supposed to be
SIMPLEANDEASY
EASYANDSIMPLE
SIMPLEANDEASY
EASYANDSIMPLE
Just eat a bit of salad, a bit of white meat, a few bites of a roll and talk a lot. Just do it. You will be fine. You will be fine. Fine..fin..fye...fya...fayt...fat....FAT. I purged. I exercised. I did it. No I didn't.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I want to curl up and die. I want to curl up and disappear. I'm not eating tomorrow.
I am a failure.
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